Tuesday, October 20, 2009


It sounds kinda weird, but the first time I saw Ratatouille I felt so validated. The scene where Remy is watching Gusteau on TV in the old lady's house and closes his eyes takes a bite of a strawberry, then a bite of cheese, then the strawberry and the cheese together?! And sees all colors dance in front of his eyes?! Priceless... and what's more, that's me! I would say that I am blessed with the gift of synesthesia--an involuntary joining in which the real information of one sense is accompanied by a perception in another sense--in this case, I "see" color when I read or use my other senses--sound, touch, and especially taste. And it's not just one solid color, it's sometimes fireworks, rainbows, seas. Some would argue that taste is our most complex sense, and I think it's important to know the basics of taste, like what, plus what makes something sublime; yellow plus blue makes green... literally. I feel like as I grow as a cook, my knowledge of how flavors layer and interact. For example, not all onions are created equal, tomatoes taste different in winter and summer, and all rices have personalities of their own.

When I first started cooking, I was a slave to recipes, and still am when I'm experimenting with something new. But as I mature as a cook, I feel more confident working within a recipe and at times changing some ingredients, with good results, to balance or heighten flavors. I've learned that cooking is an ongoing process that requires constant adjustments. You have to add flavoring agents at the right times. Anyone can pick up flaws in salt and sugar seasoning, but the nuances are the second tier. Is there enough sage? Should I put a little nutmeg in? Sharpening my sense of taste--learning to identify and understand different flavors--has taken my cooking to a new level.

Pollo


Chicken and I have been on the outs. Lately when I cook with it it just disgusts me. I'm not sure why this is the case with chicken but not beef? I only ever cook with breast (unless I'm roasting an entire chicken, and that experience made me sad because the poor bird reminded me of a small child) so I don't deal with any blood, skin, or bones. I'm okay with it until I take that first bite, and then I have a flashback of dealing with it raw. There's also the business of avoiding salmonella. I am OCD about making sure I don't cross-contaminate (which by the way I can't say of some food network show hosts who get their chicken fingers on everything). My hands are so dry they feel like they're going to crack when I'm done with the kitchen. Another thing that really turns my stomach about my chicken is this meaty taste my husband calls "desabrido" (not sure if I spelled that right). It's Spanish for "raw taste". Not that I undercook the chicken, but it's got that distinct meat flavor that is just unappetizing.

Lately though, I've been experimenting with sauces. Monday night I made an avocado sauce that I have to admit was delicious. Today I actually marinated the chicken for about 8 hours in yogurt and Indian spices. The recipe was Tandoori Chicken which called for the oven to be set to 500 degrees, which in retrospect was probably a bad idea. About 20 minutes into cooking I couldn't get the smoke alarms turned off, probably because there are still cheese bits on the bottom of the oven from all those late night Digiorno's :-)